I know I should have broken off my relationship with him, but his forceful nature was most compelling and I submitted to him and more of his friends over the coming months. They used me most willfully while I was in this helpless state. What I did not know was my boyfriend had planned for four of his friends to join us. I could hear the party nearby and the thought we might be seen by others seemed so forbidden. I was taken by my boyfriend into the garden, where he bound me and placed a blindfold over my eyes. At a party we attended, he made me dress in a rather short dress and I was forbidden to wear undergarments. I had come under the spell of a college man and submitted to him out of a schoolgirl crush. When I tell you my relations were of a sordid nature, I mean to say I became involved sexually with a group of five men who used me as a sex slave. But he revealed that not only was he aware, but had secretly visited America and spied upon me. I was unaware, he had learned of my relations which were truthfully most sordid, and happened during my time as an exchange student in America. At first, I thought he was joking or I had misunderstood him. I must tell you, I was most shocked when my darling husband suggested I might take care of their needs myself. I asked my husband if he had a better idea. My husband pressed on and inquired if I would not consent to "take care of their needs." I explained how I had spoken to a number of my friends, I had so hoped one might agree to at least have dinner, or perhaps know of a widow who might be a suitable match, but as yet, none of my friends had agreed. They always brought a suitable gift when dining and felt they were imposing on us, but we both wanted them to feel they had people who loved and cherished them. My husband asked me if I had any feelings for the men and of course I replied affirmatively. I really did not understand, but said I would try to find a single friend of mine and we could introduce them, but these men are both quite senior to our social circle and I was at a loss. "He needs to get back up on the horse," he said. I was in my husband's arms when he told me he was worried for out friend. On one such night, my husband and I retired to our room and were talking. Most nights when one or the other dined with us, they would sleep over in our guest room. Often one or the other would come to our home for dinner. These were slow illnesses and devastating to both men. At his work, there are two older men who lost their wives to cancer. My husband and I are quite young and I am a little more experienced than he is. Reader, anonymous, writes (11 March 2013): I know my pastor would say i am sinning and need to absolve my sins, but i don't feel that way at all.įancy yourself as an agony aunt? Add your answer to this question! I go to church regularly, my husband is an elder and i teach Sunday school. I don't want to become a grossly indecent woman, but i really like being able to satisfy our friend. Can i be happy with just making our friend happy when he comes to the city (uh, no pun meant there}. I have never really fantasized about other men or multiple partners. Will i feel a need for more men will i want to get into multiple partners? Also, if i start having more extramarital sex will it grow into other forms of sexual behavior. My husband has not acted funny about it nor begged me to do it again. I don't feel bad about what i did last month and i hope to do it again. Should i assume i have his ok, should i ask him about again? I have been thinking about this for the last month. My husband has not said anything about doing it again. Our friend is coming back to the city in a week and i am anxious to sleep with him again. And it really was alright, i felt pretty good. My husband asked me if everything was alright and i said it was. It was a little awkward at first, but we had sex and i went back to our bedroom. I went to our friend's bedroom and told him what my husband wanted me to do. My husband is not a jealous man and i knew he would not be angry with me if i said yes. When we went to bed that night, my husband asked me if i could find it possible to have sex with his friend. He has been my husband's closest friend for 35 years. He is not the type of man that turns on most women: shy, kind, gentle, average looking. After dinner last month, he expressed to my husband how difficult it was to meet a woman and how frustrating it was to have gone so long without sex. I had sex with my husband's best friend - it was his idea - will I find a need for more men?Ī family friend, who was widowed about ten months ago, visits us about once a month when he comes to the city on business. Got a relationship, dating, love or sex question? Ask for help!
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